aedanrayne:

A message to my friends.

aedanrayne:

A message to my friends.


so today was pretty cool

il explain later, but it took …. 3 weeks? to get over amber and find someone cool? i think it was three weeks, id have to look at a calender to see how long its been since i was bitched at for HER FUCKING HER EX … BY HER!!! Oh well today was cute as fuck and il write about it later i just wanted to say YEAH


this is what i need to wake up too every morning, not kanye, but knowing im fucking amazing . Rebuilding who i am bit by bit, makes me feel like a million bucks .


infinitii-love:

Queued

infinitii-love:

Queued

(via spooky-nips)


does anyone wanna talk? im really in the need to talk to someone. Not because i wanna kill myself or something dumb, but because i just cant stop thinking about amber and its not fucking fair.


i got the best friends in the world … IN THE WORLD

So last night my best friend and his girlfriend thought it would be fun to kidnap me and take me out to cheer me up the powerplant area downtown and just hang out and goof off. Well of course SHE happens to be there with the dog food smelling like motherfucker, and i swear my buddy planned this shit. Anyway me and my buddy are sitting down on a bench and she happens to walk over trying to be a C U Next Tuesday saying hi and tries to hug my friend. He stares at her like he has no idea who she was and then just busts out with http://youtu.be/UC86yQAzaxg?t=13s

I fucking love my friends


so tonight

My friends invited me to bar / club, the same one that i know SHE will be at tonight. So instead of causing a scene, getting into a fight, and dealing with police im gonna chill , do the right thing and watch some tv. Still really care for her but she made her choice and il figure out things in life eventually …. right?


thanksgiving sucked

Or as i call it every year “So Sean, how come your single ?”

I JUST GOT DUMPED 4 DAYS AGO MOTHER FUCKER THANKS FOR KICKING ME IN THE GUT EVEN HARDER.

On another note today is the first time il see amber since everything a week ago. This is gonna hurt worse than wisdom teeth pulling.


i havent felt like this in a long time, seriously, why did that happen to me. We lie to ourselves telling us that the person we care about is perfect but once you see them through other peoples eyes it becomes a lie. Yes im single again, and apparently never was “dating her” but then again all of our mutual friends all agree i was right for what i did. That speaks volumes because i always look at myself as a fuck up and now its good to know my friends support me in what i did. I stand by the last text i sent her and il share it with you all now “FUCK YOU AMBER”


last night

lost the girl im head overheels for, gained my best friend and his girlfriend back in my life. Moral of the story :you can not turn a hoe into a housewife.